Eviction

Today was an awesome day at work. I got everything done and just had a nice day. 

On my way home I had intended to stop at the store to get some items for Christams baking but I had a gnawing feeling that I needed to get home asap.

Well once I got home I found an eviction notice on my door. 

Fuck my life. 

My landlord defaulted on the loan she had with the bank and the house was repossessed last week. There was a handout stating the eviction process but no date. I called the 1800 number for the bank but because my landlord didn't provide me with an account or any other information to track any of this the bank was unable to help me. Hopefully someone from the bank will call tomorrow with an update.

I immediately called my sister who did her best to calm me down. I then ate my entire weight in chocolate and now I've been crying for several hours. I realize I need to handle this better but between this and today's new development I'm feeling like I can't take much more on my plate. My head hurts from crying. My nose is all stuffy from crying. I can't see the screen to type from too many tears.

This is me saying 'uncle' to the universe.